♥ Thursday, January 8, 2009
My Complicate Life ♥
my lonely night has begun to start again....
2nd sem is overed ady
although everyone will sure carry their happy heart
n feeling looking forward to our holiday....
im not the same
in other words...
im happy from outside
but the inner heart of mine is losing its breath...
this kind of feeling is the 1st time i have experience it
as i can describe it as sweet from d outside but bitter from the inside..
i hope i nvr hav this kind of feeling...
a feeling that makes me confuse...
is it a feeling of goin to leave u n not seeing u
for 3 wiks?...
o is it a feeling of starting to miss u in my sight?....
im really fear of this....
fearing of its gonna b a boring holiday
n for not having you beside me...
i really hate this...u know?
how i wish that i can be with u every moment
and needing u whenever i need u beside me..
and looking at ur face...
its juz enuf 4 me
but wat to do...
that is how it happen when it comes to holiday
holiday will end very fast
i will also wait 4 that...
n i will always keep you in my heart....
wherever,whenever and forever....
i hope u will also do the same...
luv u ^^
♥ My World My Life
10:34 PM
